Thursday, June 28, 2012

    Well It is now June 28th and my first week of Summer Term.  I am tackling speech and writing courses so I will stay very busy.  

    Finished last term with a 4.0 GPA , which I'm gaga about.  Yahoo. That was a tough term and I'm proud my efforts paid off.

    A week break with weather that was pretty nice allowed me to spend most of my time outside with the girls.  They are getting very fat so I better lay off the treats.  Every time I sit at the picnic table to eat my nestle nutty ice cream cones, they literally go ape-shit. No manners at all, as they all clamber up on my shoulders arms and head.  geez those bad girls.  

   Recently I am taking notice of the different personalities  and the intricate ways they treat one another.  Leghorn, my girl with the broken leg that is totally healed has become very bossy.  She doesn't lack confidence that's for sure.  She was so gentle and sweet when she was lame and now she drives the show. Some like to cuddle and make soft noises and others still fight my affection but none of them are mean.  I like the curious non nonchalant ways my other leghorn saddles up next to me and when I'm not paying enough attention to her she will peck my leg.  It cracks me up cause when I lean down to pick her up she runs like the dickens...LOL

   I decided to start doing some research on animals and emotional behaviors, if they have such, which I believe they do, although there are many naysayers out there.  Recently I opened and started reading When Elephants Weep which is comprehensive and compelling and provides argument after argument about animal sensibility and emotions.

When Elephants Weep, Jeffery Moussaieff Masson and Susan McCarthy
and  I am really enjoying  The Pig Who Sang to the Moon also by Jeffrey Moussaieff Masson, especially the chapter on chickens. This book has recommended other books I intend to read like...

  The Fairest Fowl by Tamara Staples, Ira Glass, and Christa Velbel and
 Just like an Animal, by Maurice Burton   (has anyone out there read either of those two books?  Are they good?)

     I believe we negate to be protective of animals other than what we consider house pets, probably out of a need to continue feeding on protein without guilt or worry. Otherwise it might become way too inconvenient to keep breeding them and slaughtering them and wrapping them in saran wrap so we can cook them and eat them.....yikes Out of ignorance its easier to continue with this pattern ....the deeper I look the more I see it's just another avenue of slavery  through the insane inhuman production of the meat we eat.  It is very sad.

     Some really interesting facts, studies and anecdotes about animals and the emotions that have been recorded find me beside myself...  Its' crazy especially elephants and cows and their calf's

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Well Finals were complete yesterday, now I wait for the grades.  I hate waiting...yikes
 
  Steph & I start Peer Assistance Training today...here we go...

    The weekend is supposed to be a beauty....I am so looking forward to it...maybe some hiking. One week off to fix my chicken coop and make it clean and pretty for my girls and then it's back to Summer term...All writing course for summer and then Fall hope maybe Calculus and more of the dreaded Chemistry and  the Anatomy and Physiology I love... I pray for funding please God show me the path I must take...pre med is what I'm shooting for!!!  yahoo
  

Friday, June 1, 2012

     It's almost finals week again and my head is spinning with deadlines.  I received great news that I am a student candidate being considered for the Charla Richards-Kreitzberg Memorial Scholarship and I'm so excited about it.  What is crazy is that my study partner and new friend Stephanie Hamel is also being considered for the same scholarship along with 3 others.  She is incredible and a great writer so of course I want her to win, but I told her that I don't want to read her story till after she wins LOL because I also had to write a Personal Statement Essay for the same Scholarship ...... She and I also applied for the same job on campus without realizing it and were fortunate to both be hired for a fall position as Student Peer Assistant. We have been hooked at the hip studying for Joe Bean's amazing Anatomy and Physiology Biology 231 class, he is about the best professor I've ever had the opportunity to study under.  If I am blessed as a winner of the scholarship I will be able to enroll in the rest of his biology series as well as micro biology and I will be on my way to complete pre med @ George Fox or OSU.....ya baby
     I am also excited to spend more time with volunteer work for women in need,environmental protection programs and my girls the Restless Hens and their egg production. (I live on the Abiqua a beautiful amazing clean river and we want to keep it that way). God willing all this will happen and he will bless me with a way to buy a car this year. I've been without a car for almost 3 years (Judi my ex mother in law has been an angel driving me everyday, as my personal taxi. Without her, the last 3 years would not have been possible) There was no other way of entering College full time without giving everything up. I dream of Gradutaion day with my son's Toby and Tyler in the audience. I work to make them proud and show them that anything is possible, even if the chips are down. It is possible to give it your all and make it happen, and I want to be a role model that shows them that they can make their dreams come true too.